What I See..
As you’ve probably read, all the stories of my dreams, I will have to address a few things that people ask me, especially when they read things like that from me…
- ARE YOU SURE YOU’RE NOT SCHITZOPHRENIC?
I get asked this a lot whenever I talk about something that I experience. It’s never, “Wow Kate! That’s awesome!” It’s always : “Are you sure you don’t have Schizophrenia?”
The answer is simple: NO. When I see these folks, especially the ones I have mentioned, I do not see them in front of me, nor do I hear them (but when I’m at the Holocaust Museum, that place is filled of spiritual energy, and everyone who works there, will tell you the same thing, but that’s a different story). So, NO. I don’t. I don’t see these people literally. Have I ever seen a ghost? Yes, that I have. I have seen a few in my day, but I don’t have Schizophrenia, so you can just cross that one off your list!
2. HOW DO YOU KNOW YOU’RE ACTUALLY SEEING THE PEOPLE YOU’VE WRITTEN ABOUT AND YOU’RE NOT JUST MAKING IT UP FOR VIEWS?
This Question has come up a few times, especially when I published the one about little Tomas Kulka. Well, I don’t think that I would make things like this up, when I am asleep, anything can happen! I am very good at recognizing who I am in front of or who they are. Most of the time, if not all the time, they usually tell me who they are. As for views, I don’t do anything for views, since I am not a popular person anyways, and not many people see my writing. I write it, so I can remember and for people who might experience the same thing.
3. WE’VE NEVER HEARD OF SUCH THINGS BEFORE, WHY ARE YOU TELLING US ABOUT THIS NOW?
Well, here’s the thing, this is all fairly new to me too. When I was younger, I use to have very vivid dreams with people that had already died, and I couldn’t figure out why I was having them. Now, it seems like these dreams are on purpose. I’m going through a lot with my mental health and it seems that these people are doing everything they can, in their will power to make sure I don’t die. Let me explain. My mental health gets so bad that I think about taking my own life. I nearly did several times last year and I am trying not to get back to that place and in some miracle, I’ve been sent some people that I know (well, not personally, but know through my research and love) and love, that are trying to save me, in the best way that they can and if that’s through my dreams, then so be it. They all have life lessons for me, and I know that they’re doing their best to get through to me. I call it “spiritual intervention.” I’m not a religious person, but my therapist thinks that God, is using them (the people in my dreams) to be my guardian angels and I do believe in that. They save me every time. It took to see what life would look like if I had succeed in my death, and I couldn’t put the people I love through that! But, I once had these kind of dreams when I was 17 and I didn’t think anything of it. Now they’re happening almost every night, sometimes, everytime I close my eyes to sleep. They’re not “Nightmares” but more like dreams of people trying to talk sense into me.
They’re not there to chit-chat, they’re there to say, “Get Your Shit Together!” So, this is all new to me and I am not sure what is happening. All I know, it’s happening and I’m not sure why exactly.
4. HOW DO YOU KNOW WHAT PERSON IS GOING TO SEE YOU? WHY ARE YOU SO SPECIFIC WITH THE PEOPLE YOU’RE WRITING ABOUT?
Well, sometimes, it works like this:
If I’m thinking of them, or talking about them, or doing research (as I usually do), they show up and they start talking. Usually, when I dream of the people I dream about, they don’t say a word and it’s just an awkward situation, but lately, for the past few weeks, they have been showing up and they have been talking. So, I don’t know who will show up or when they will show up, but I guess right now, they feel like it’s very necessary for them to show up and I appreciate it.
Me being specific with the people, is just that I pay attention to details on who they are and what they want. Usually, when I dream of such things, it doesn’t last for this long. I didn’t ask for this, but I am taking it with grace and compassion.
5. ARE YOU SURE YOU’RE NOT ON DRUGS? DO THESE PEOPLE EVEN EXIST?
This is not the first time I’ve been asked if I’ve been on drugs. I’m not on drugs, I promise and trust me, I wouldn’t take those kinds of drugs- I don’t want to ruin my life. Yes, these people existed, but a lot of them were murdered in the Shoah (Holocaust).
Me, I am on perscribed medication, but they don’t induce dreams like this. I know this, cause I’ve been on it for a while. Sometimes, when I research what It could all mean, I get a lot of different answers. But for one thing, I know these people existed and I’m doing what I can to see what they are asking for. They’re telling me good advice and trying to show me that life is worth it.
6. DO YOU SEE THESE PEOPLE NORMALLY? DO YOU SEE THESE PEOPLE WHEN YOU ARE AWAKE? WHAT DO THEY EVEN LOOK LIKE?
Like the first question, the answer is no. But, at the Holocaust Museum where I volunteer, the staff tells me they could feel a lot of spiritual energy in the Diary Exhibit ,where I usually am. Now, I am a sensitive person and I can feel what they have described, but do I see them? Not really, no. I don’t see these people when I’m awake, only when I am asleep and I mean dead asleep.
When dead people want to be seen, they can do one of two things: They can show you how they look like dead, or how they looked like when they were alive. For me, they show me how I see them in photos or how they looked like in life.
7. ARE YOU SURE YOU’RE NOT MAKING IT ALL UP? CAUSE PEOPLE CAN’T SEE DEAD PEOPLE IN DREAMS! HOW SILLY OF YOU KATE! YOU MUST BE INSANE! HOW DO YOU EVEN REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED IN ALL THAT DETAIL?
It’s funny when I brought this up to my therapist, he knew exactly what I was talking about. Yes, I go to therapy and I discuss this alot. My therapist suggest I write all of it down. I have a very good memory when it comes to dreams and things like that, and I wrote it all down. I wrote it down in my diary, and I still have been writing my dreams down. When I mentioned this to the staff of the Holocaust Museum, a lot of them said “You have a special gift and you should appreciate that they came to see you!”
So, no, I’m not making any of this up, since some of the things they do, I have been able to confirm with their families or with researchers who know these people better than I do, that they were like what I said they were like. It’s amazing when they do show up and I am grateful for the time I have with them. It’s only for about an hour or two is how long they stay around me.
Funny thing, also, people can see dead people in dreams, there’s so much of that online. For me, I don’t see dead people in my dreams that often, but as of right now, they are showing up and they are all like “YES WE KNOW YOU!” The funny thing about dead people, is that they know who you are. So say if you love Elizabeth Taylor and you never got to meet her, but you love her anyways, YES she KNOWS WHO YOU ARE. For me, these kids and teens know who I am (strictly because I do so much research on them and I talk about them constantly). So, when these kids and teens act like we’ve been friends for years, they know of me, but are finally meeting me.
When they start talking ,they speak in their native accents. So, let me explain.
The Sorger (Serger) sisters are Polish, they spoke with a Polish accent. Helene Berr is French, she spoke with a French accent. Some of them speak with what I call “broken English”. They may not know Enligsh fully, but enough to talk to me and sometimes, in the case of the Sorger sisters, they’ll speak Polish to each other, and I won’t understand, but I usually find out about what it was later.
These people were real and they’re trying to do something to help me and that’s why I call it “spiritual intervention”.
8. CONCLUSION
In conclusion, I am doing my best to survive life and if it means that Dead people come to talk sense into me and hand my ass to me, then that’s what it’s gotta be. I have a feeling they aren’t done yet, so you better buckle in and get ready. I think they’ll keep “haunting” me until they feel I am better. Thank god I have someone looking out for me. If you have questions, feel free to ask. But now you see what I see.
